Welcome 2012

Open your mind, open your heart,
there is so much to take in and fill it up
with the good comes the bad
with past come the future
and with love comes the hurt

But live it up my friends,
for life is just a spinning thread
the way you spin is the way you win
and somertimes it good to sin...

Wish Everyone a Very Happy New Year, mates

Tadaima 2011

Watching the world pass by from my window today, sort of felt good. I started thinkign about how good the past year had been to me. All the fun I had and all the memories I have, and I cant help thinking that the actions of 2010 is going to determine my future for the next 2 years.

So lets start with the most amazing thing: I left Symantec. My nephew came to stay in Vimamngagar and we two had a shitload of fun for the 3 and half months, so much so I actually slept through my first TOEFL exam in total oblivion..Bang went 15 K..:)..Well I had not idea of time or day...Morning was when we woke up and night was when we slept...

The bad part is I joined a shitty company called Unica and the management and people are really stupid to the nth degree..but its just for 6 months more..need the dough man..

So, I score 720 on GMAT..I have already ot acceptance in Instituto De Empresa(fore the dimwits: its the 6 th ranking Global B-Schoool ). Session starts in Nov'11 so working on loans and scholarships. Bets of all its in Madrid, Spain..funtimes man funtimez..

I had stopped drinking alochole for 9 months but could not help myslef the day I say the GMAT score. But its mostly controlled now..
I came close to the 6 packs ....had lost about 5 kgs but with no gym since Sept I piled up..But I have 6 montsh to take care of it..

Life happened in 2010..and I intend to keep continuing like this for 2011.

Resolutions for 2011:
1> Get into the collge of my choice..I have IE but waiting for Insead, MIT and TUCk..lets see what happens..Fly for my MBA byt end of this year....Please Please Please..I am gonna do tht..
2> Get a nice ripped body before flying out of India..Well other that my hamburger pack in the middle rest is all ripped..SO start working on it...

So Here is to all the beautiful people...Hers to 2011.....Life BANZAI...Lets have fun mates...

Oh, I do want to take this girl in my gym out...but she is has that perfect amazing figure..I do need to get my abs right before asking her out..:)...I WILL..I KNOW I WILL...

A short nonsense on our birth

I came home after gym..and while I was taking my bath I started to think...that we exist cuz of a moment of passion of two ppl of opposite sex...I mean u oh so goody two shoes might think its grosss and its heresy..but that the basic simple reason..


And while they were fucking they fucked us tooo...I mean here we were enjoying our life in heaven or hell or in the taht hall as Jews belive and bam we are brought to this sad pathetic place called Earthh...And its not even that..u spent the firts 9 months in that nice warm place all suspended devoid of tension of worry of pain...just living in simple blissful existance and then you are brought back screaming and crying to this world...


I mean dudes...no wonder we are so pissed and angry all the time..All we went to do is go back to that nice place and be happy once again..

I think most of us feel cheated...hence our anger...

Cheated of what u ask in ur ignorance...
I say, we are cheated of the most important and only question in our life...
"DO WE WANT TO BE BORN???????????????????????"

The Etrenal Tears of Freedom

I resigned....from my company..finally....It became so boring..

This is whatr happened..I was going from home to office on my bike...and it felt good..the people..the hustle bustle..the good looking chicks in shorts..everything..and I thot I dont want to spend another day in the cubcile staring at the computer and wasting my time..so I went hand told my manager I am resigning..it felt damn fucking gud...

But the sad case is nobody belives i resigned cus I wanted to.,..stupid ppl as usual..

My Salvation........

My workout is my salvation....For I am free then...I am without stress..Nothing matter..not this shitty dreary job..not the stupid fuckin company I work...Not the inane stupid working and talk I have in the office.. What matters is the blood ruching through my veins.. The testosterone and serotonin in my head... For those 2 hrs or less I am free...I fly..

Another Year.....365 days of penance..solitude and frustration

Another year just flew by in front of me.......

As I sit here infront of a total destruction and carnage of my 3 guitars lying mixed with 10 cans of beer and my broken cell phone....I just thought I would write about the days gone by in the hope that I would be a better person for all of it...#

Fate I learnt is a like a young temptress....It teases you with good prospects and as soon as you start after it, it justs dumps you into trash...

The year started good with a good appraisal, the to the Armin Van Buuren show....the best part of the year..but since then it just went down like Alice in a long tunnel...

Got cheated by someone...started Spanish classes but did not continue......gained a shit lot of weight....had 2 accidents in two months.....drank like crazy...wanked of like crazy to get out of it.....and drank like crazy for the past two days and finally took out my frustration and broke my guitars....good friends they were...broke my cell phone my spects... and finallly got a headache which made me lie awake for an entire night and now blogging at 6 am .............

SO finally I hope...that I have washed all my sins and I look forward to the new year with a lot of hopes and lots of plans...

I have joined the GMAT classes and I intend to crack it and get into Insead or ISB....make my Moms dream come true get an MBA done....

This year would be a strictly no drinking year...have to get alcohol out of my system and NO its not a hangover thats talking...I do want that Six pack desperately....

I want to study..read books..hopefully read a lot of poetry...get into MBA...drink no more.....And yes get back to blogging again.....

I want to be clean and energetic and want to get back to enjoying life......These are my resolutions...my hopes...and my destiny....This year I make my own path....You all have the right to beat me up..if I dont fulfill my commitments and resolutions....Oh yes..maybe get a girlfriend again..:)

I am the warrior rising out of my ashes,
I have shed my tears and destroyed my illusional demons,
The past was dark and yet there is the new light,
I am glowing under the photons of the Northern lights,
Mixing with them and binding to them,
I fell new remade remixed and sequeled
To love life, family and friends.....

So all the best to you guys aliens Gaians...
A Very Happy New Year...


Me I gotta go..create my path do my things...(Hopefully screw some chicks in the process ..hehehe :) )

Reminds of an old song which was my childhood favorite(dunno who the original artist was):

If you miss the train, I'm on,
You will know that I am gone.
You can hear the whistle blow
One hundred miles.
One hundred miles, one hundred miles,
One hundred miles, one hundred miles,
You can hear the whistle blow
One hundred miles.

Lord, I'm one, lord, Im two,
Lord, I'm three, Lord, I'm four,
Lord, I'm five hundred miles
Away from home.
Five hundred miles, five hundred miles,
Five hundred miles, five hundred miles,
Lord, I'm five hundred miles
Away from home.

Not a shirt on my back,
Not a penny to my name.
Lord, I can't go a-home
This a-way.
This a-way, this a-way,
This a-way, this a-way,
Lord, I can't go a-home
This a-way.

To the Six pack and the MBA..here I come....

How much stronger do I have to get?? How much of it do I need so thth my life is fulfilled??

Its calling me again.. the temptation is strong.. I dont know much longer I can hold on.....