I shifted through the souls in thousand worlds,
To find the one under the sky of stone,
I felt their pain, their anger
Felt the pathos of it all


I tried to find my way back home,
Into the darkness of thousand suns
Cuz I have lived in the shadows forever


people live, people die, people feed and they cry
But never a one who can hold you tight
And show me the light
Forever and ever in the darkness



FUCKING CRAP

Sis went to US

Finally someone from our family went to US. MY Sis.

Dinner - 17k

Lat weekend consisted of Shopping for my Sis. She is leaving for US and amazing dinner with French Wines, huge Crabs and Lobsters and a Sunday dinner of huge Lobsters.

Dinner we (my Parents, Sis and Me) went for Dinner at Tungas.

We had 4 crabs each weighing around 1-1.2 kgs. 2 ka tandoori and 2 ka Xacuti

Then we had 2 lobsters each weighing the same with Mixed Fried rice. Dad had ordered a French Wine(yr 2003). The whole Restaurant was ogling at the sizes of the crabs and lobsters. J

Then Date pancakes with Icecream

On Sunday afternoon I had a second round of lobsters which Dad had bought.

Yummy yummy.

Silence

Waking up from a haze of memories
walking past thru the cobwebs of fear
I tried to live as it should be
till I got nothing to live

Watching the sunset across the oceans
I felt myself tear
Across the horizons like the stars in the sky
Like Gods own tears

Living life the easy way
Walking down the path
Of the society and my dismay
Led myself astray

Time and tide as they say
Flow thru you all
U think u r wht u r not
U r just a prey

Trip to Opal

The funny thing here I am writing about trip to Opal and just a few milliseconds back I was reading a blog where the writes reviews the book "How Opal Mehta Got Kissed, Got Wild, and Got a Life".

Anyways this Opal has got nothing to do with going to Harvard, it more about going to the best place in the world....MY TUMMY.

This is a eatery or restaurant in Kolhapur and Aj and I braved 266 km one way to go there so that I can have some mutton.

Well, ever since, bawa told me about Tambada and pandhda rassa at Opal and the mutton I wanted to go and try there. The point is its in Kolhapur. That a good 266 km from Pune. Second thing everytime I passes Kolhapur someway or the other the place was closed.

So Friday while drinking beer in Ship, I told Aj its getting boring man. Aj said lets go somewhere. I said Aurangabad. Aj replied we need to plan. I said Kolhapur. Aj said cool. Call Bawa and ask him if he wants to join. Bawa was busy so said no.

So Sunday morning at 10:30 Aj picked me up on his bike and we went towards Kolhapur. Aj being the Schumacher he is rode at 100 with all the cross winds blowing us. We stopped for a sutta and then stopped again at a stall where Aj had Misal and I as usual had a beer. We reached Kolhapur at 2 pm. We went directly to Opal and our destination. The building was white and I thot of the movie "Harold and Kumar goes to Whitecastle".

Anyways, we parked and went inside. There was abig waiting. I cant imagine this place is so famous. Seemed that everyone from Kolhapur came there.

So we reserved and was called to the portal after 15-20 mins. Aj ordered Veg thali and me bein g me ordered 1 bowl of Pandhra rassa, 1 of Tamra Rassa and 1 mutton fry, 2 Bhakris and had 3 chapatis along with that. The food was good, tho not awesome. But defintely better than Puna. Service even in that melee was amazinf. Ou 5 stars should learn about service from them I feel. We also had Sol kadhi.

So after 30 min I was satiated and we left for Pune. We drove like 50 kms and our ass became grass and raw. So we stopped at this sad pathetic stall and I had a beer to relive the pain, Aj had a limca. And we rode again.

We had to stop every 50 kms to reduce the pain in our butts but finally reached Pune by 7:15. I took an Auto and reached home by 8. Dint feel like eating tho. So watched Smallvile and went to sleep by 11pm.

That ends our amazing Ride to Kolhapur. We rode with the wind and saw it all. :)

Life

The basic reason we are alive is to live life. I mean every year, every month, everyday every moment we have to live life. We have toenjoy life. We have to suck it dry. Suck the marrow of life. Squeeze it dry. Thats the reason to live


Dont live life as if its ur last day but live life because thats our purpose thats what we are sent here for.

A person is born naked and hungry and crying out. Hungry for life crying out to spend more naked so that we dont have bases egos. Only then we live life.

So be greedy even selfish and hungry. Crave for the juice of life. Run for it like an hungry animal, chew it till all the elixir is spent.

Death is not just another journey. Death is what death looks. Its there because we are tired and exhausted from living life and need rest. Its a stop. So we have to make sure we deserve that rest. We dont have any regrets else how can we sleep peacefully.

God created man not to populate the earth but to show the meaning of it. Man was created for just one purpose and one purpose only.
TO CELEBRATE LIFE. TO LIVE LIFE. TO SHOW ITS TRUE MEANING OF WHAT IS LIFE.

My Birthday

29th April, was the day or night this great man was born an oh wht fun it was this year. And all becoz of the hardwork and great cooking done by Bon.

Well lets start,

SO Bon made payes of 3.5 lts of milk omagine that. On top of tht she made lot of amzing paneer and mirchi gosht.

Parents came on Saturday.m 28th. I got some Haig and Breezer. We drank some of tht. We ordered tandoori rotis from outside. I had it with mirchi gosht and paneer. Awesome man.

Then we had payes and bit of gajar ka halwa. AT precisely 12 Bon got the cake woke up everyone. I acted a bit irritatetd :)

Then she asked me to light this amazing candle.

It was shaped like a lotus. ANd u had to lit it at the center with a stick. Then the petas opened while tehy went round and some on the petals were candles one on each. ANd they lit up on their own. WHile rotating it played "Happy Birthday".

Next day my cousin came with some more amzingly cooked mutton. Mom got some sweets from Vashi. Bon got me a Huge and I mean HUGE Bday cake. We went to Suonmoi on Monday evening. Tuesday my other cousing took us to SunNSands for some more amazing chinese.

Overall its was the coolest Bday yet.

Sis gave me a Cords for gift and parents gave 2 Tshirts.Swaps got me a jean pant and tshirt from Wapi. Mampidi gave me a Tshirt.

Scream for me Bangalore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To the momentious mind blasting show we went.

That was Bruce said to us(for the naive he is the Fontman for Iron Maiden).

So the plan-
To hit Blore for the Iron Maiden show for which Rohit (God bless him) got the passes.

Mode of Travel:

My super Bazooka aka WagonR

Distance :
800 odd km

Parties:

Shailu Bawa
Ritesh aka Mowgli
Aj

and but obviously Yours Truly

Date: 16th March, 2007

So, we planned to leave at 4:30 pm on Friday, so that we could hit Opel in Kolhapur for my pandra and tamra rassa. But Man Proposes and God disposes. We left at 6:30 with Ritz as usual getting stuck and coming late. We picked Bawa at his place and went to Katraj to pick Aj.

I gave the wheel to Aj and he started driving Schumacher style toward Kolhapur. The Katraj Bypass is awesome man. We reache Kolhapur by 11:30 and started looking for a joint to eat.

We found this place with a very hospitable steward who helped us with the Tamra rassa with Mutton Masala. And know wht he also got Sol Kadhi for us. The heaven drink in our tummies, we started off for Blore with me on the wheel. Crossing numerous toll nakas, we crossed Maharashtra Border at dead of night. THis is my first experience on highway at night and with no lights it was great.

With a stop at petrol pump for suttas and ofcourse petrol we went ahead. Somehow we went the wrong road and so screwed up it was. With lotsa diversions and bad roads. But the bad part was the Fog. Bloody couldn't see anything. But I with drove on till at 5:30 am with 24 hrs of no sleep I handed the wheel to AJ rather he took it from me.

With all the bad roads I got panicky, so much that at the next stop I took the wheel. After 60 kms or so, I have the wheel to Bawa and went to the backseat for a solid sleep of 2 hrs.

Next I woke we were in a petrol pump filling gas and washing. Heard a wonderful news. Bawa drove at 100-120 kmph.

Ritesh took up the wheel to Blore. The first thing that hit us was the traffic jam. Second everybody showed right with there hands.

Result: We drove in circles to reach our lodge. The lodge again was booked by Rohit. Very cheap and amazing rooms. We got beer and went up. Took our wash and straight away started drinking.

17th March, 2007
After all cleanup and stuff, we took an auto and went to MG Rd for food. First we had to hunt for food. We were allenthused abt south indian food. Mowgli took us to this place where allgedly they served SI food. Tht place was a shithole serving all sorts of shits.

We went out and in our hunt we found a nice eatery where we hooged all dosas, sambars , rasams etc.

After satisfying our tastes buds we went back to our element and hunted for a pub. We went to Guzzlers inn where they served amazing beer, I mean if you want to see the size of a pint in a mug hit Blore and so cheap.

Aj and Bawa went back to lodge for their personal needs while Ritz and I hit palace grounds. Huge crowd huge huge. We were able to smuggle out suttas. Some stupid band was playing. SO we waited for the Gods to come.

They started around 7 pm. Shailu and Aj joined us along with some of our other friends.

The GODS came and rest as they say is history. Huge show, huge lightinigs. And Bruce Dickenson is awesome. The energy he had beats us. We saw EDDIE.

When Bruce shouted "Scream for me Bangalore" whts a trip wht a trip.

First experience with an International band and God wht it was. Speacially, all the cells were recording the show and it looked amazing.

Well with all good things coming to an end, we hit earth back and started our long walk in search for an auto. We reached our lodge had dinner and got beers.

We hit the sack and went to dreamless sleep. We were so tireed. I somehow managed to drink a can of beer.

18th March, 2007

We woke up totally fresh, drank some beer and these guys wd be driving went to have braekfast. Around 12 we left Blore. The coming back trip was same. We reached Pune around 8 met Sam who had come from US and went to Bohuman Cafe for breakfast.

I came home washed up and went to sleep, dreaming and thinking of the show.

The trip is a memorable one. Not only bcuz of Iron Maiden but also of the journey, the driving thru fogs on a on a2 way street and diversions and bad roads.

Gud one.

I

I am the shadow of your fear
I am the shelter of your tears
I am your pleasure, I am your pain
I am the darkness of your heart
I am the lightness of your heart
I am the pathos of your destiny
I am the love of your life

Wasted Lives and Emotion

We are surrounded by a gossamer of Fear,
Relation are but just a sliver connecting us
So weak and frail, that its broken
and lost under the basic human instincts

Love and faith are oxymoron,
We still live in the jungle,
Hatred and Anger rule us
Just boiling beneath the surface
Crawling underneath our skin
Gnawing into our marrow
till thats wht we think we are


Saw Parzania last night
Cant explain what I felt. See it if u can.

Into the depths of darkness
I see a shining light
Is the eternal sunshing or
is it a candlelight

To leave life without faith
without any integrity
where the evil is the lord
and we r ruled by mediocrity


To loose is to wein,
to hate is divine
to err is the norm
to live is to die

we are the common man
we r worse than undead
cuz we live in the fear
to time we are dead

So I pledge myself to the good
Not to the greater glory
I pledge myself to the brave
And FUCK the Mediocrity

A Monologue on..............

Its the year 2027. The world population has become mind numbingly huge. The human race is forcing earth to break. Population has grown so much that big cities like New York and LA have joined to form Megapolis. The World President has has banned procreation between men and women. Only Lesbians are allowed. But many heterosexual men and women are not satisfied. So some of them who wants to enjoy sex and try new things are searching the black depths of Universe to find new places to colonize and enjoy the freedom of sex .........................without a condom.


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An Ode to Mediocrity

It seems to me that the world us run by mediocre the people. Its true u know, these less than intelligent people with inferiority complex and a huge ego and agression to match it are ruling the world. Look at the Yankee president. I think he has less than average intelligence and desperately trying to prove that he is a great man.

These people with their sexual dysfunctions and their mid life blues still wanting to live forever and doing nothing. Now in contrast the great people they somehow all die young, or just as long as needed or just go into obscurity. From Swami Vivekanad to Jim Morrison, from Jesus Christ to Jimi Hendrix, From James Dean to Syd Barret(he dint die young but if u know his bio u will agree) to CHe Guevara to Che Guevara.

Also, it seems this ordinary and below people will try to kill the superior beings just becuz they cant reach tehir level. From Julius Caeser to Russel Crow in Gladiator.

Probably that the reason we are moving at such a slow speed. These people are afraid. They are afraid wht if theu loose their jobs, or wht will happen if they cant buy a apt or maybe wht will happen if their kids dont get gud jobs. Atleast in India, an ordniary guys starts saving for their children before they are born(something akin to counting chicken before they are hatched). Or at the basest level I wd say wht IF THEIR WIFE IS NOT A VIRGIN??? A big question that fucks their entire twenbties.

Look at Galileo or Copernicus. These people trie to change. But no. The mediore world wont change itself and ofcourse wont allow others to change.

U r born and u r told the stay away from problems. Study get a job get ur ass kicked by ur boss who in return is getting kicked by his, lick his and he will do his. Get married and hv kids. Get a house, then save for future for wife for kids. In the other sense loose urself and ur identity in the melee of human trash.


Neways, the world is most biggest problem is the this averaage genre of people will never stand. They hvnt been ingrained with those prnciple. They cry and whine in their wife's pallus and go to sleep dreaming of the raise they might get. The world esp. India is run by the Lowest Common Denominator. U drive a car on the road and u hv to slow down bcuz of trucks, buses, matadors if nothing else for cows, buffaloes and gadhas on the road.

Its fruistrating. No wonder great men died young. Who wants to live here a second longer than necessary.

So All The Best to Mediocrity and all those average and below average people. May u always remain the coal but never try to become the dimond of nature.

May u all slog and whine and dine thinking u r doing gr8 while the world turns and gets older.