Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Another Year.....365 days of penance..solitude and frustration

Another year just flew by in front of me.......

As I sit here infront of a total destruction and carnage of my 3 guitars lying mixed with 10 cans of beer and my broken cell phone....I just thought I would write about the days gone by in the hope that I would be a better person for all of it...#

Fate I learnt is a like a young temptress....It teases you with good prospects and as soon as you start after it, it justs dumps you into trash...

The year started good with a good appraisal, the to the Armin Van Buuren show....the best part of the year..but since then it just went down like Alice in a long tunnel...

Got cheated by someone...started Spanish classes but did not continue......gained a shit lot of weight....had 2 accidents in two months.....drank like crazy...wanked of like crazy to get out of it.....and drank like crazy for the past two days and finally took out my frustration and broke my guitars....good friends they were...broke my cell phone my spects... and finallly got a headache which made me lie awake for an entire night and now blogging at 6 am .............

SO finally I hope...that I have washed all my sins and I look forward to the new year with a lot of hopes and lots of plans...

I have joined the GMAT classes and I intend to crack it and get into Insead or ISB....make my Moms dream come true get an MBA done....

This year would be a strictly no drinking year...have to get alcohol out of my system and NO its not a hangover thats talking...I do want that Six pack desperately....

I want to study..read books..hopefully read a lot of poetry...get into MBA...drink no more.....And yes get back to blogging again.....

I want to be clean and energetic and want to get back to enjoying life......These are my resolutions...my hopes...and my destiny....This year I make my own path....You all have the right to beat me up..if I dont fulfill my commitments and resolutions....Oh yes..maybe get a girlfriend again..:)

I am the warrior rising out of my ashes,
I have shed my tears and destroyed my illusional demons,
The past was dark and yet there is the new light,
I am glowing under the photons of the Northern lights,
Mixing with them and binding to them,
I fell new remade remixed and sequeled
To love life, family and friends.....

So all the best to you guys aliens Gaians...
A Very Happy New Year...


Me I gotta go..create my path do my things...(Hopefully screw some chicks in the process ..hehehe :) )

Reminds of an old song which was my childhood favorite(dunno who the original artist was):

If you miss the train, I'm on,
You will know that I am gone.
You can hear the whistle blow
One hundred miles.
One hundred miles, one hundred miles,
One hundred miles, one hundred miles,
You can hear the whistle blow
One hundred miles.

Lord, I'm one, lord, Im two,
Lord, I'm three, Lord, I'm four,
Lord, I'm five hundred miles
Away from home.
Five hundred miles, five hundred miles,
Five hundred miles, five hundred miles,
Lord, I'm five hundred miles
Away from home.

Not a shirt on my back,
Not a penny to my name.
Lord, I can't go a-home
This a-way.
This a-way, this a-way,
This a-way, this a-way,
Lord, I can't go a-home
This a-way.


To the Six pack and the MBA..here I come....