Hold me now,
I am Six feet from the ground,
And I am thinking ,
May be Six feet is to far down
That is my demented thot for today. Why am I so bored with my existance. I am in place/position where most people would give their right hand for. But look at me!!!!!
I am bored, and definitely suicidal :). I wake up every morning like a dead man, with no feeling(a Zombie would definitely be right word. So if u hvnt seen a zombie come and c me in the morning!!!).
Why is it that I got such a low bore threshold?? No patience. Happy about a thing today and bored the very next.
Fuck me, Fuck you and fuck the whole freakin world.
I keep on hoping something new will crop up somehow. But then i think whts the freaking use coz I wd get bored with it the very next day.
Nowadays, I dont even feel like talking to neone. I dont call my parents, dont talk to my Sister. Just keep in touch with only two ppl in the whole world.
The only time I am normal is the time when I am st****. I feel noprmal, happy.
Yesterday, I was so frustrated, that I was strumming my guitar so hard, I feared I wd break the strings.
Ya whtever, U r a freak. I know that.
I ahve to change myself. But cant.
So Live with it.
Fuck me.
Wht I felt, wht I knwn,
Never shined thru wht I shown,
Never free, never me
So I dub thee Unforgiven.
Mixed The two songs and the lyrics. But thts how I feel.
Wht I felt, wht I knwn,
Never shined thru wht I shown,
Never free, never me
So I dub thee Unforgiven.
PS: Cogito Ergo Sum. I think, therefore I exist. But is existance suffiecient enough???????????
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
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