There is no pain, you are receding............................

I am receding. Into the darkness where I came from. The nightmares catching up with me once again. I had one last night. They repaid me with interest. Torture for 3 hrs.

But I had a nice dream. THo it didnt make me forget my nightmare.

I just wish I was on a sea beach right now. With the Sun setting. Revelling in the monotony of waves crashing. The Sun slowly dropping going down. The night coming. I want a clear night with stars and a full moon. Watching the white foam. Digging my hands and my feet into the wet sand.

Probably trying come face to face with the truth. There is no running awauy from it, is there???

God I hate this work. Its getting sadder day by day. But its Good. New challenges, new people to meet.

But then the hollowness comes. The soul scuked away leaving a void. Go away, have a great journey. Hopefully, you will find a more worthy body who can actually do justice to you.

The beer is calling, where are you?? What are you waiting for?? Feel my chilled body. Wipe the moisture of me. Take a sip. Everything would be gone. Enjoy. Feel the warmth.

A distant ship on the horizon or is it a trawler. I can see the distant light. Shining with hope. We fight they tell me. We struggle to survive. We beat the odds. Be like us. Be like that lighthouse all alone but still showing the way. Learn something, do something.

The past is gone. Its just a memory. Did it exist?? maybe not. The present is there. Trapping you inside its slimy body. The jaws open wide. YOu are helpless it says. You are pathetic. You cant fight.

The night grows old. YOu can see the sky light up slowly. The dawn is coming. A new day. A new Hope, a new breathe of life.

It says dont let go.


A HAPPY AND PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR TO YA ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


PS: I wanna learn DJing this year :)