Friday, February 13, 2009

Blood and Ashes

This world is torn.. tattered to shreds..destroyed by lust of the people you love...the fabric of exitence is destroyed.. stained with the blood and shit and the decaying mucus of humanity...

The loss of innocence hurts.. the loss of love hurts more..it feels like there is nothing more left.. the blackedned steel enters you without anesthesia.. you are scared you soul is destryoed.. there is no way out of tghis dark hole....

Is death the only way out... how do u reach the peace that eluded you for so long.. does starving help.. does the pain of hunger compensate for the loss of something.. someone you loved the most....

I am my ownself.. but my self is lost to others who do not care.. people change but do they change so much that you cant even recognise them anymore.....

I am destroyed... but I will be created again...but I have lost the total blind utmost faith....... I had in good...... in this life...... in this world....

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