Is this how she felt before all of this? The way she called... always wanting to talk to me more...to hear my voice to hear me breathe...trusting me to be with her but wondering what I am doing...
Is that what it took for me to understand that? How I feel now... always to be with her.. never wanting to let her out of my sight.. to hold her as much as I can...keep her safe from everything in life.....
Why did I not understand it.. why did I always hurt her...why does it take so much for me to open up... I knew I like her..non..I love her..She is the most wonderful person I have ever met....
I always thought of her...I never wanted to hurt her.. never wanted to leave her alone...Did I get that lost in my pathetic self importance...
Sometimes, you need to let your heart be torn to shreds to become new... To love this world again.. to love her again.... To inhale her sweet smell again.... to take and immerse her in myself....
May you never suffer such hurt again, my heart...May the Gods always smile upon you....May you be never again feel lonely and bitter..... For if noone else.. I would be there for you...with the remains of my distant memories and that shredded heart..........
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